The heart of a little angel 2
In an empty spot,in a darker room,on a darkest ground,leans a simple girl,who’s affraid to fly,who’s alone ..wishing to die.In her hands she keeps a ring.THat’s all she got left from him.
Her eyes are full of painfull tears,her face is sad…so sad..Her body lays on the ground,but her mind is gone..in some other place..
Suddenly,she wakes up from her thoughts,and goes near to the window.A broken,cold window,like her heart.The girl puts his ring on her finger and opens the window.In that moment the wind is pushing her inside..like he would knew what she is up to.But the girl is decided;she wanna go to another world,if she couldnt have the love,the real love.”I will never forget you,my angel,my all,my everything,i will take u with me,we can fly free as u said …”And the girl attempts to pull herselv out..
But wait!What’s happening?The sky is getting dark,the clouds are black as never before…In that empty spot,in that faraway,in that empty room,the girl hears a voice.”My little angel,if u go away,u will never see your love,u will never kiss him,u will never cry.If u go now,u will bring him pain,and belive me,pain it’s when u loose someone u love,not let him go,as u do.”The voice scared the girl,she looked everywhere,unknowing where thae voice came from.She said ,then:”I must go now before is too late,this is better 4 me,cause i’m just a little angel who doesnt need to suffer like that.And pain is what i go through now,cause i cannot have him,i cannot hug him,i cannot kiss him anymore.So this is left for me now…to fall into the ground,to break myself in little pieces,and to wake up in another world,in another body,with another soul and another life…cause this is pain without love..
The voice said then:”Are u sure u wanna do this?Cause there’s no turning back.And then i will recieve u up in the sky,protect u,and keep you,angel with me there”.THe angel looked scared around the room:”You are GOD!”and started to cry.Tears with pain and with joy in the same time.She didnt belive that GOD is talking to her..”Do You know how much i pray to You every night,and day to help me understand how can i forget all this,and I know you listen to me everytime,like now so ..please I need help!!”~~”My little angel,sweet little angel,listen to your heart,and you’ll know what u need to do with your life.The heart is the only thing that knows it all.Everything you have felt,and feel is hidden there.In that little,open heart of yours,you will find the answer to all your questions.”
Those words confused more the little child,and she said through his tears drop:”But GOD,i dont know what its in my heart,i think its too painfull,to ever see if the answer of my question is there.I feel it freezed and warm in the same time,i think oh GOd,that my heart is broken in pieces,and i cant find the missing ones…Would You help me find them?”
“My dear angel,your heart is full of love,that u will never imagine.The key to your heart is understanding that love is here always,no matter in which way.This why you should choose to live and by living you will know that.Feel free to love and feel free to become happy.”
“Thank you GOD,for saying that to me..it makes me feel better.I will choose what to do with my life and i will find a new sense of it.Thank you for being there for me when i needed..”said the angel.And the voice didnt heared no more.
A girl with broken heart,with no wishes to live is now fighting to live,borning again in that empty cold room,she is reaching for LIFE and searching into her HEART the answer of being happy..Would she make it?
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