Lonely angel 3
“Oh,God,as I see you,even hear you always with me,you make me feel better when im hurt,you make me feel warm when im cold,you make me feel happy when im down,and you are with me whem i need to feel protected..I pray to you today!Please,help me survive this time,cause im starting a new life today and i wanna try to be happy”
The little angel,then,started to walk on the empty street.As she walked to a nearest park she started to hear footsteps.The girl turned and in front of her appeared a boy..A very beautiful boy “Oh my love,is it really you!!said the little girl,smilling.
“My little angel,i’ve missed you so,you can’t imagine how much.I wanted to see you and God brought me here,in this lonely park.I want you to know that im always thinking about you and when i do that my mind brings me back the good times we have spent togheter,oh my little angel!”
“My love,why can we be togheter?Just tell me why,cause my heart is dyin’ to love you again,and to keep you forever..Since the moment you left and told me we need to broke up,im worthless,and i didnt wanna live anymore,but i prayed for God to help me to be stronger.”sais the little girl,who starts to cry..endless tears.She looked deep into his eyes,the eyes that she known better than everyone.THose eyes that now are full of fully broken tears..
“Little angel,you need to be protected,you dont diserve this,i cant bring you happyness like that..I shouldn’t be here today,with you..”and the boy wanted to go,but she holded his hand and put it in her chest..to feel her heart beats..for him,and keep looking into his eyes,she asked:
“Tell me,what you feel now?Cause i feel happyness because you are here with me,and i feel protected by you.Being here it makes me feel that i dont need nothing else,and this moment i will keep it forever.I need to know,my dear love,what make u took that decission of leaving me?JUst tell me and my heart would know how to understand..
“My baby angel,I love you with all my heart,u dont diserve this,and you’re right,the moment has come for me to tell you,that i can’t be with you,because..Im going to die soon.Im very sick and that’s why i didnt told you,to protect you and your beautiful soul from suffering..I just need to stay at home,alone to think about what my life was with you,and how much happyness you got into my life,my little queen angel..And i need to get used to it,of not seing your smile,your eyes,and smell your parphume…”said the boy.
“Oh my love,tell me this is isnt true..No..it couldnt be so cruel destiny for us..”and the girl falls into the ground,with no strenght,starting to cry bloody tears.
“What im going to do without you?You are my everything,my reason to live.I cant learn to live without your touch,without your kisses,and your smile..and without everything that you are….Oh my sweet love…”
The boy,then,took her face into his hands and looked her deep into the eyes:”My girl,if you love me so much,i will be always with you,in your thoughts,in your mind,in your heart..forever.And i will protect you,and watch you from the sky.so you would not be alone,never,my sweet angel.”“But i want you here,with me..its not the same..I want your love,your kisses and your hugs.If you would die,i’m coming after you,and we will be togheter forever.”said the girl,and gets up from the ground.
“My sweet love,i will love you forever,but you will need to fly,to be free,and you will find the way to live and be happy,even without me..And you will find a person who cares about you and appreciate you at least as i do.”
The girl looked scared at him,and her heart started to beat really fast,and in the next moment then the girl kissed him,slowly,gentle..and the boy hugged and said:”I will keep this kiss in my mind untill the moment i’l die”
“I love you,dont forget that..”sais the innocent little girl..that no idea would have of what death means..
The boy left after that..with no words,and the girl keep hoping of his return..
After 2 months,a young girl walks to the cementery in a black suite and wearring a white hat.She bringed flowers to her one and only love.Now she got nobody left in life,except from God,and she is beggining a new life…
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