Tears of an angel 1
LIFE-what a word..hm..now who understands his meaning?It’s hard to be a child,u didnt noticed that?
U go through so many things that u dont even realize what u have lost,not even what u have left with..it’s so hard what i say..but i dont know what to say,sometimes i feel that those words dont mean anything,as others say,buth they get tru my mind and make herselvs a spot there..through my thousands thoughts.Painful and black words without no sense…it’s hard for my to understand them..the nightmares that are showen to me the day and the night..It’s so hard to feel this way,so cold and so alone,in this empty ice vault,desolated and with no thoughts and memories .
I just wish 4 happyness,the hope of your found,but all the beautiful in me is falling apart,and i can’t make a step back in time to fix all that,and smile again.I can’t stand up,i’ve fallen into the ground and i wish to go up again,to fly into the sky with you,like that time.Why can’t i ?Why u dont give me back my wings?Why?Did u asked why so much “whys”?I didnt know how to answer,but u said to me something that i wouldn’t forget never,words that i would keep in my mind forever>
”Angel with a baby face,your soul it’s free,he needs no drawer to keep it locked,let it fly like u did someday.It’s the only thing it could help u to be better.Don’t cry because your tears would freeze and u will be sad all your life.Try to smile when u think you’re down and let your soul run free,don’t close him inside.”
These are the words that he said,and my pain grows when i repeat them…But wait!!what’s happening to me?What’s on my face?Tears,or what?Where they came from?
Suddenly,u come again in front of me and u say to me:”My little angel,im sorry that the things are going too far,and sorry i made you cry”
Surprised,and with sorrow i answered to him:”How is this possible?U told me that the tears,they dont exist,what are these,then?Why i made so much dreams with u,hoping that i will never cry…And now…u lied to me i blinded trusted u,and u took away from me my hopes,and all that i had ..U lied to me..He said then:”/My angel,i know that i lied to u,but it was on your good,i didnt wanted u to suffer .to drop painfull tears.Its hard 4 me to see u cry,its hard to know that i will never see your wonderful eyes,and your gentle smile.Wipe your tears and start again.I will let u fly again until in the far off sky,to see the world how it is..to see yourself.U are too little to get to know the tears and the pain…Dont cry..little angel,i do love you and i always will,no matter where u will be..and dont u forget this..”and this was all.
Freezed and and crying i took my wings and go away,far away in the sky,i leaved all behind.And now im cold,but he was right,it was too early 4 me to know the real pain,but it was too late to go back the time.I will fall asleep again in this cold place,closed in my black room,to forget everyting,to forget that once i was happy,and now im freezing…inside..I could forget about anything,but not your words,which are written in my mind and will go with me wherever i go.I LOVE YOU ANGEL..dont u forget that..
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